Transitions

Right now my life is in a big transition state. Wedding, seeking a job change, not knowing where to live, and asking myself where will I be a year from now? Only God knows and I know he is grasping me in his hands right now, which calms me down. Yes I admit, I have been getting a little stressed out  lately since so many changes are about to head my way. Job hunting has been a pain but you have to start somewhere. I have been applying all over the world basically, and let me tell you that those teacher applications take forever!!! Aside from that, the wedding is coming soon and I only have 3 months! Time sure does fly. Planning a wedding by yourself is not the easiest, but I am getting the hang of it. I learned not to order an invitation for every person due to the fact that most couples live in the same house:) That was my blonde moment.:) Pretty much everything is done except for the cake and flowers. Believe me, I will get those done even if I do procrastinate:).   I am very excited about getting married for one thing. Brock and I have been through many struggles and hard times (Well I have put him through a lot of hard times to say the least). I believe every moment I have spent with him has been worth it and I am so blessed God has put him in my life. He is the one that will surely get me to heaven one day and I think about that everyday. Okay, writing this is making myself shed some tears so I need to stop.:) All I can say is Brock "I love you!"